I know this might too late for me , i dont even know why i am doing this ,something i cant explain or something i dont know is holding me and making me do this. So If you're reading this today, or one year later, or five years later—everything written here is true and will be same. Every single word. Every single feelings. And sorry about the effects too Antigravity did these, i didnt edit much.

As you know, I'm a bit of an overthinker, just like you. Before writing this, I thought about a thousand times about every possibility, every outcome. And still, I am willing to do it anyway. Because we only get one life, and I have to take my shot. whats the worse that could happen. I don't know if it's destiny or fate, but this time, I am going to make or write my own destiny.

I wont lie , Every single day these past months, I thought of you. Every single day I tried to move on, but my heart kept choosing you and believed there is hope. I dont know why, Maybe I'm being a fool. Maybe I'm doing everything wrong. Maybe this will only bring me more pain. Then whats the meaning for having a heart, but for you every pain, every risk feel worth it, simply because it's you on the other side. For that I refuse to spend my entire life regretting that I didn't fight to be with you.

I was scared of attachments because of what I've been through in my past. I was confused at first. I even told you that you were too good to be true. But when I got to know you more, and when our connection became so pure, when I got understand you more and i know you are a complicated person and I fell for that version of you even more. So there is no turning back for me now. How can I? I am not confused anymore. My feelings aren't going anywhere either , and I am not letting it go. Because its so beautiful. You once said that your reality is different, and that I am just a dream. PIMO, I wanted to be in your reality.

We both know how we felt. We both know how rare it was. Even after everything that happens, The chance of me meeting you in this life was one in a TRILLION, and it happened. So, if there is even a 0.000001% chance for us, I won't give up hope. One day, I want to be with you , i wanna hear every story you have to tell, deep coversations to stupid stories, i want to kiss on your freakishly big forehead. I want to finally share all the reels I've saved just for you—I don't even know why I kept saving them, but I did.

You always say everything happens for a reason. Maybe it does. If there is still hope, i am too stubburn to let go , i dont know why . And I am willing to wait for you, however long it takes. So if you trust me , if you feel not confused, if you believe or think something that beautiful can happen in real life just like in a movie or fairytale story lets make that reality . And I am not prince charming ,but for me you are my princess and I know for you I will be in my best version. And as you know nothing normal happend in my life and i am not willing to settle for normal .

You might wonder why I am putting everything on the line like this. As i said i literally dont know , i didnt know love has this much power and actually makes you crazy, now i understand that too. You came to my life when was not looking for love and when you leave cant undo the feelings . Also you know exactly what we both felt , i know you know and you know i know you know ...

And Sorry if am too late or if you have already made up your mind, if you have genuinely found someone else and you are truly happy, then I won't stand in your way. I will step back completely because your happiness matters to me. I respect you as always, I will be just the long long long distant friend of yours. Think all this as a bullshyt dumb thing from an silly guy.

And I won't lie to you—maybe one day, I might move on. I don't know when, and I don't know how. I will accept that in this life I can't be with you , and I will end up with anyone else in the future, but that would be just meaningless. So until that day comes, I will think of every single day. I'm not Devdas, but I will wait years for you if I have to. And I'm not Lord Ram, but I will cross every sea and every border for you (and yes, it's a little bit cringe, I got that line from Instagram, but it's true).

But if you believe in such thing could happen in real life ,take your time , if you needed and let me know, you know exactly where to find me . Old me would say maybe we can just find each other in the next life or i would say i will wait another 12000 billion years I guess. We both know that aint gonna happen , so one life , one shot and i am taking that shot for a crazy happily ever after adventures story that anyone would ever wanna get.

Finally, i am gonna stop right here if i continue it will go on to pages. Anyway I hate to giving advices, but as I always say: please never change who you are. Don't try to impress anyone. You don't have to prove anything to anyone other than yourself. Don't try to fit into groups where you don't belong. And yeah thats it say hi pilu and your gay teddy for me next time you see them , you might miss them.

And also in some point in your life you ever feel like the world is closing in on you, or if you feel alone like no one understands or cares about you—I want you to know one thing. Everything is gonna be alright and until the absolute day I die, I will care for you. I will be there for you, if you ever wanna talk as a friend i will be there , i promise. And this is my number 9633217798